You would think I'd be excited, but I'm somewhat melancholy today. I'm all up in my head worrying that the results won't be worth it. Won't be worth the time off from exercising, the pain, the money.
I did my last run at lunch today. Weather was beautiful and I ran a fast pace. I keep thinking that when I'm finally cleared to run again, it will be like completely starting over. I'm also so worried of gaining weight back while I'm recuperating and what if that just makes me lose what I've worked so hard for and I gain a bunch back?
Hopefully this is a short lived pity party and by tomorrow I'm excited so that I go in with a good attitude.
I did have one interesting thing happen today - a prominent member of Watertown government - who I frequently see walking to lunch while I'm running, but have never spoken a word to - flagged me down on my run. She said that she has been seeing me running since last year and she just needed to tell me how awesome I look and how amazing my weight loss has been. It was really nice of her!