Well, I made it through the day yesterday - but I'm sorry, Deva -I'm still on the pity pot! What everyone is saying to me is absolutely true - I'm in the best shape of my life, financially I'm doing well, I have a great home, great job, great husband, great dogs AND I STILL FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF. It's not something I can control, guys. I'm just in a terrible funk and it will take a while for me to get out of it.
My co-worker arranged for a celebration dinner at a fancy restaurant this Saturday. I'm hoping for a good turnout and hopefully will be out of my funk and can have a good time. I have a dress that I bought that I have to say - it looks fantastic on me! (That sounds so conceited, doesn't it??)
Anyway, I'm getting back to the routine of exercising twice per day. I tried Jillian Michael's Ripped in 30 at lunch today - it's a pretty good workout and I did start with Level 1. I won't be doing that DVD daily like she wants you to, but it's definitely going in my rotation of things I do.
If and when mother nature stops being such a bitch and turns up the heat, that will help my mood, too!